Perhaps all I need is not an answer, but some sort of reassurance that things will be okay at the end of the day.

Thanks for the weekend. The fresh air, Volkswagen rides around the neighborhood, hiong piah hunting, ah wong's chicken hor fun, authentic Ipoh White Coffee, seashell covered bathroom walls, E! on astro,wii golf and four course Italian lunch did many good things to my head.

:)

*picture above edited with meituxiuxiu

recently developed a strange addiction towards it*

Control

Lately I have this strangest feeling I am having less and less control over things that are happening in my life. And it scares me, walking around with this feeling. And I thought perhaps the biggest issue I had faced for the past decade of my life (since im 22, that's pretty much half of my life -_-), will somehow find itself diminishing slowly as I age. In fact, issues are worsening. 

And this time, I really really have no idea what to do T_T 

I tried talking to people. But somehow it doesnt work too well. They either get

1) disturbed

2) not used to this side of me, and try to coax out another side of me which they prefer

3) tell me to be more grateful/complacent/count blessings (mahai, so cliched!)

4) tell me to pray (even worse!)

Pre-quarter life crisis WTF

Diwali Weekend

Despite having a half indian bf, deepavali passed without much ado. Like most clueless couples in KL we spent the entire weekend just lazing around and watching random/ forgettable movies at malls. That, and vowing to quit watching gossip girl because the plot is getting from stupid to stupider (but then of course, who watches gossip girl for the plot anyway? I confess watching it because 1.boredom 2. alot of good looking people to oogle at) 

Snippets of life:

Something interesting that came out of my lil project. 

 I always love MV's decor during festivities.

Pavillion at 10 am.

 Random prints

 Art expo, educating ignorant tourists and bored locals about nyonya people.

Part of the exhibition. After I took this pic, was told off by the security to keep my camera.wtf

 U-niq-ku-ro. 

Not "unique-loh!"

KL people are gonna be so broke this month.