Change is the only constant in life.
and every new beginning comes from another beginning's end :)
*笑*
8 years ago
Perhaps all I need is not an answer, but some sort of reassurance that things will be okay at the end of the day.
Thanks for the weekend. The fresh air, Volkswagen rides around the neighborhood, hiong piah hunting, ah wong's chicken hor fun, authentic Ipoh White Coffee, seashell covered bathroom walls, E! on astro,wii golf and four course Italian lunch did many good things to my head.
:)
*picture above edited with meituxiuxiu
recently developed a strange addiction towards it*
Control
Lately I have this strangest feeling I am having less and less control over things that are happening in my life. And it scares me, walking around with this feeling. And I thought perhaps the biggest issue I had faced for the past decade of my life (since im 22, that's pretty much half of my life -_-), will somehow find itself diminishing slowly as I age. In fact, issues are worsening.
And this time, I really really have no idea what to do T_T
I tried talking to people. But somehow it doesnt work too well. They either get
1) disturbed
2) not used to this side of me, and try to coax out another side of me which they prefer
3) tell me to be more grateful/complacent/count blessings (mahai, so cliched!)
4) tell me to pray (even worse!)
Pre-quarter life crisis WTF
Diwali Weekend
Despite having a half indian bf, deepavali passed without much ado. Like most clueless couples in KL we spent the entire weekend just lazing around and watching random/ forgettable movies at malls. That, and vowing to quit watching gossip girl because the plot is getting from stupid to stupider (but then of course, who watches gossip girl for the plot anyway? I confess watching it because 1.boredom 2. alot of good looking people to oogle at)
Snippets of life:
Something interesting that came out of my lil project.
I always love MV's decor during festivities.
They said, apples do not fall far from the tree.
For a time, I kept telling myself, I am not an apple. I am a coconut- destined to drift off to somewhere far, exotic and exciting. And I dreamed of distant shores. The idea of being able to liberate myself- To be as far away as possible from the roots which I so dislike,was delightful. Oh, the people I shall meet, the stories I shall tell!
But recent happening just made me realize- I was just fooling myself.
I am still an apple. And I shall never be any much better off than what the original apple tree was. But I will still try. But I will never be so sure about how different I shall be. Or how far can I stray from my roots.
Because no matter how hard I try, I am still an apple. And they say-apples do not fall far from the tree.
Before and After
Yesterday,just for a moment, I nearly felt like we were back in the days where this picture was taken.We had little, but we were so happy.
And thats all that matters.
And thats all that matters.
Mooncake Festival.
I really could use a wish this week. Am keeping my fingers crossed. Very tightly.
Malaysia Day 2010
A lazy day. Woke up. Played Starcraft 2 (Go Go Go!). Bathed. Dressed with a nautical theme in mind. Lunch with bf (Old Town- Rendang, Laksa, White coffee blended, Oreo white coffee, Toast. Yummy) Dataran Merdeka. Back to Klang.
It was also the day I accidentally dressed up like the national flag.
Very awkward. So many tourists were looking at me funny.
Despite me having to attempt the almost impossible task of trying not to stand anywhere near to flags to avoid misunderstandings/interrogation/ unwanted attention.... it was a fun day :)
